lingering effects
lingering effects
It’s been a few weeks since my purge/cleanse. How are things?
Today I went out and weighed myself at the Marriott. I weighed 190. I don’t know what I weighed before i did that, but my weight bounced back about 5 lbs within the first several days. 190 is a nice weight, however, so I’m pretty happy about that.
My digestive process has been different since, and M reports the same thing. I considered this to be a cleanse, and i think that perhaps there was something in my gut that had things work not so well, and that thing is gone.
Smoking: it’s been 12 weeks since my “no mo tobacco” decision. I’m stil tobacco free, but i’ve been backsliding a bit with michelle’s herbals. Granted, they’re not the drug, but it re-imprints the habit.
I’ve been dancing with the devil in other ways. been on, then off, then on, the wagon.. Currently going wih the entrenched habit, but not entirely happy with that. I have been thinking of looking into something a bit more structured, organized, consisting of a dozen steps give or take, but have very mixed feelings about that, both based on its inherent “i am powerless” POV and the less-than-stellar experiences of those who have had a loved one go through the process.