addiction layers
Having stopped cannabis for a year, what else is there? lots.
When I stopped smoking weed in Ocotber, 2024, I’d started flirting with tobacco agaon. At first, I was just smoking a couple of cigarettes at a party because I’d heard it was fun on mushrooms. Turned out to be kind of fun, I suppose. Then trump got re elected and i bought a pack of smokes on 20-jan-2025. “dark times call for dark measures”, I said.
That lasted about 2 weeks before I decided I didn’t like that so much. Laura took me to the vape shop and I got my first vape. It was a refillable one with an interesting name, “Thelema Elite”. That became a thing. I was using a lower-dosage juice - started at 6 mg but settled on 12 mg. It became something that I had around a lot. I was vaping inside and outside.
Fast forward to now. In June I was given a disposable vape from Geek Bar. It was strawberry/banana. For some reason I had myself convinced it was 0%. I used it once in a while like a treat.
I still didn’t realize that the geek bar was full strength, so I decided to get another one First I tried one that was sour apple ice - it was like a jolly rancher. Next I got a pineapple one. I swear, if the store still had the pineapple ones, i might not have quit right now. I think that was when I realized these things were full strength. One day I sat and hit it a bunch of times and noticed that I got the dizzy head rush.
Oh yeah. The head rush from taking a full-strength hit from a full strength vape. It was fun, like taking drugs again.
During all of this, I was still having an occasional cigarette, usually with Laura, but occasionally bummed smokes at the techno parties. I didn’t feel safe to have my own pack of smokes, so i would buy a pack and leave it at her place. I’d take one with me when I left after a visit, sometimes.
Flush out later, but more points:
bumming as a way to meet people.
the thing about addiction at the planetarium
what other addictions?
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